Mood

 I know, It's my bad. I still have a difficulty in handling my own mood. And it makes people around me confused. When I feel depressed, I will keep silent and keep myself far away from people, and yes, it take a very long time for me to get out from this condition.

People might confused because usually I always laugh when they throw any jokes on me. But now, I feel angry all the time. It is not their fault. It's my fault. But sometimes I like it when people don't get close. So I can be more productive and doing thing that is important for myself. Besides, I have many jobs to do, so I need to stay focused.

Random People

How if people look me down?

How if people look us down?

How if people don't take seriously and talk behind our back about our relationship?

Why do people ask such things to my boyfriend?

Do they waiting for us to break up?

Do they waiting for us to separated away?

Why do people being so cruel?

Why do people against us?

What did I do, why people hate to see us happy together?

Why do I feel sad because of random person who gave random questions?

Peace

Why do it is very hard to have peace?

Why do my mind never stop thinking, thinking, and thinking.

I do get jealous, I do feel insecure, I do feel afraid, I do feel sad.

This happens all the time

Why do God create all these feelings for human?

What is the purpose

Expensive things

Idk why lately I think I need to proof my success by usung expensive things. This is not me, I usually not care of using branded items but u...