Friend of mine

I don't understand why God make sad and painful story to my friend's life. She is kind, she is very kindhearted and loving. But her parent, didn't give her a good life.

And now, her parent irresponsibly ask her to lend some money from pinjol and didn't give back the money. My friend has a terrible life, and now her mother make her suffer even more.

I am afraid that someday God will punish me with suffer and pain. Because you know, life is all about ups and down.

I am lucky enough to have supportive parent and lovely boyfriend and friend. But I don't think this happiness will last long.

Why don't God make everyone happy, instead of let them suffer? I am sad to see my friend sad but can't do anything to make them feel better.

Sound Silly

I know, it sound's silly. I believe in his potential even though he has no job, cannot stand with the pressure, lonely, man with debt, mother issue, bad money management, still try to stalk his ex crush (sometimes), ...... and many reason behind why I can leave him.

But no one like him. No one love me the way he do. He is smart, he just need some support, who can trust him, so he could get the power to beat the world. He was broken, but I trust him, he have the potential, he have a value, he works hard, he is cute, and he never give up on his life. I know God is blessing him, and I believe that he will be big someday.. But he need to have grit. I hope he can recover someday..

Cannot hold this anymore

I cannot hold this anymore. Does she talk behind me? If so, I can't hold this anymore.

I don't think I did something that might hurt someone's heart, I only focus on my life and my growth, so if you feel intimidated by my life, it will never be my fault.