Look at me, I cannot loose my weight for almost 5 years, meanwhile always say 'aaaah gendut banget'.
And never reach my body goals.
I also failed to save money (Now I can save it a little because someone hold it for me). But still, after 6+ years of graduation, I still cannot save money more than 50 million rupiah.
I also never bring my parent out to Bali or abroad, so I labelled my self as failure.
I always play here and play there, hang out in here, hang out in there, having fun.
But sometimes I don't see myself as a failure as well. Things I like about me, is that I stay in ministry for praising God with all my good friend. I like that, so I like my life. I also get raised in salary (a little but fine). My boss also send me to Singapore to attend some event (only for few people - selected one). I expect more than this, I expect to be manager after 5 years, but I didn't get it, but yea, that's fine too. I know I am growing, and everything has it's own time.
But still, I think I have to do more than this to get more money. I need to invest, right?
I have to make more money so I can bring my parents out, having more time with them, get married, buy house, give more to people who need help, and etc. I just want to be kind and helpful. I hope God love me and proud of me, every time.
We always can make things better, right? Just need to stick on His plan, do your best, utilize the time properly and the opportunity properly. Have a vision and positive outlook toward our life. Believe in Him and His power. Because He lives, and He hear all my prayer. Ganbate!
