Emptiness

My life recently feel so empty. It is boring and I feel like every day is just a day to wait for weekend or day off. I don’t like going to office, I don’t feel homey in my office, I don’t feel familiar and belong to this place.

But finding a new place to work is not an option. I have no option than to fit in to this new place.

They give me enough money, enough security, eventough it is very stressful to meet them three times a week in the office.

I like it when it comes to wfh day. Where I can be myself and no need to bond with other people. Dows everyone feel the same? Or it is just me?

Do they feel lonely as well? Do they feel lack of appreciation and chance to proof themselves? Do they feel it is hard to feel seen ? Do they feel afraid of judgement? Just like me….

What I like the most about my time in my previous company is that they know my value. They know I can do well in my job. But however, I will stop comparing. What for….

What do you think? What should I do?

Find another activity where I could be seen?

Expensive things

Idk why lately I think I need to proof my success by usung expensive things. This is not me, I usually not care of using branded items but u...