How about today?
I feel stressed. I cannot stop my bad eating habit, I eat everything I can eat in front of me, I spent money unwisely only on food and snacks, but I’m not really happy tho.
I feel not wanting boyfriend or any lovers in my life
I feel bad fot cannot answer my boss simple question just bcs I’m afraid to answer. I stucked bcs I was thinking that my wrong answer could lead to bigger anger.
I cannot think clearly bcs I was jealous on other ppl-intern who are doing more project than me. I do administrative things, he do the project. Many ppl would think that it is good bcs you get paid for doing simple job. But i was sad bcs I think she dont think I am capable for doing governance project. I am afraid of being replaced. I know this is silly, but this is a thing that I need to stand for. I need to stand to keep my self worth. This is important cause it could impact my future career path in this place. I need to show that I am capable. But i cant show thats why its sucks.
I also worry about my finance condition bcs lately I am not mindful. Hopefully in march i get a lot of bonus and thr so i can pay everything 😵💫
Thank God I have you and hope in my life
I think, next year I should take the opportunity to go abroad for master degree. Wish me luck ✨ PLS DONT CHANGE YOUR MIND FOR STPD REASON. GO, JUST GO! Think about yourself. You have to prove to yourself that you can, and you worthy. God pls help me
17 feb 2025
