I like what I have right now. I like my job, I like that I achieve certain point in my life where I have better life quality and better experiences.
But I dont like my cage, my body, I feel stuck in some point that i am not discipline in doing sport and dietibg. I didnt have sister and bro in christ with me, I am lazy with the house chores, I didnt finish my bible reading, I feel lonely sonetimes, afraid that when I old and sick, i will be alone