I overthink again, very tiring. I start making conversation in my head, yang tidak ada sama sekali.
I'm afraid he will stalk her again. If he did that, if he do cheating, Aku nggak mau menikah dengan siapapun, because I don't believe anyone. What is the point of marriage? It will not stop people to cheat on you. No guarantee after married everything will be okay and he will never cheat on you or stalk on another girl like what he did from the beginning. That's what comes on my mind. Aku tidak ingin memikirkan hal hal itu, namun hal hal itu terus pop up dikepalaku. I want to ignore the demon inside my head, but it's hard.
This is a battle, between my heart, and the demon. Who should I believe?
